Looking back, He was such a fool.
That stupid flashy smile of his.
The glow in his eyes
The night in his stare.
The way he appears out of thin air when my days have gone rotting away.
HA.
What
A
Complete
Fool.

A fool who i fell for.
But the question is
Am i still falling?
Have i been pushed in an endless pit of darkness called;
Infatuation?
I hope its Infatuation and not Love.
I'd rather be illutionized then to be in Love with him.

Hm....but seeing him smile and talk to me makes my day all better again.
Makes me smile myself.
He doesn't make my heart sing.
But he makes me smile, really smile.

I'll reluctantly admit it.
I like it.

The reactions i act out due to him.

But that's just me, talking
What a fool